Crisis I suffer from
Posted: April 16th, 2009 | Author: Moey | Filed under: Amman, Jordan | Tags: Personal | 9 Comments »According to Wikipedia (Which is like god to me, I believe everything I read there… almost):
- feeling “not good enough” because one can’t find a job that is at one’s academic / intellectual level
- frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
- confusion of identity
- insecurity regarding the near future
- insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
- insecurity regarding present accomplishments
- re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
- disappointment with one’s job
- nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
- tendency to hold stronger opinions
- boredom with social interactions
- loss of closeness to high school and college friends
- financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
- loneliness
- desire to have children
- a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you
Akh… I suffer from the ones in Bold.
I keep asking myself, Am I still suffering from this crisis? maybe… I’m not feeling “not good enough” anymore.
I’m thinking again… is it really a crisis that I was/am going through? Yes, it does feel alarming that I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and all that.
But, I reached a level where I got bored of coloring my hair… I took 75% of my piercings off let’s say, and I wear formal… I don’t know!

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