Don’t judge me [Part 1]
Don’t you ever judge me by my blog because you can’t, not you or in fact anyone by a blog. My blog is a personal blog, reflecting my thoughts, interests and trust me, even if you read every single post here, you won’t know me. You can’t judge me because you’re not in a position to do that, you’re just another nobody’s-perfect-but-god replica. Yes, you do mistakes too and you are worse sometimes. Why am I writing/saying this? because some people just measured my IQ level (based upon my posts), I tend to write funny posts, If you don’t get them, then it is your bad.
Also I can’t get the fact that some blogger just erased me from his life, because of a comment I believe I wrote about one of his photos, what kind of person does that? you know what’s funny? For the most part, people cry because they are sad, Some people cry because they’re too happy. hahaha, I cry because she’s too angry (usually mistaken for being sensitive) which is true, to an extent.
But if crying can be accepted as an expression of happiness to some people, why not anger for others too? It hurts me when I heard someone saying “You are always wrong”, such a statement… based on what? your believes or mine?
I remember the pre-blogging days, I used to be someone with lots of thoughts swirling inside of my head but nobody on the right wavelength to share it with, Until blogging. Suddenly I’m pouring inner thoughts like a burst. Reading the things I wrote the past 3 years, it’s hard to believe it came from me, because in person I’m not like that at all. The point I’m trying to explain is that I’m glad that the inner, more intimate part of myself has found an outlet, even if it is not in an actual person, but in blogging. I depend on blogging to release thoughts to reveal this side of myself to a friend, have chose not to.
I know it is silly to wake up in the middle of the night just to post my thoughts. Then a desire comes to have a friend to confide to, the kind where you can call up at 2 in the morning knowing he is most likely awake and willing to listen to your mindless chat and help you through your miserable life that you mostly do not show. And even if he or she is not it will entertain you anyway.
So I’m blogging because I do not have that special friend in life, I might have one or two, and I do not need that special friend in life because I’m blogging.
Could it be that blogging that has rendered me unable to form intimate friendships with the people in real life, simply because I can’t learn to trust anymore, I’ve put trust into many people that I didn’t need to. or is blogging a faithful companion that I’m never going to have because I have too high expectations for the position? what if I’m dead and the loved ones discovered this blog. I think to them it might be like reading the diary of a person they’d never heard about. I just don’t want to think of that.
Thanks alot O and O for the attitude, the nice days, the miserable memories and my loss of time.
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Er,,,ahhhhhh!
Whatever happened to my dead cat comment?
Bring back my shusmo laglebha 3ala raskom kolkom!
Peace
you know what moey, regardless of what’s happened. i think you should rethink something. you said “Could it be that blogging that has rendered me unable to form intimate friendships with the people in real life, simply because I can’t learn to trust anymore,”
the way i see it, it’s worth investigating.
and if people call you a stuck up idiot with a brick for a brain, well then, that’s what they think. inta shu 3aleik? you don’t live for other people, you don’t think for other people.
i may not agree with you on many levels and i may think a whole lot of things about you, but at least i grant you that much! so do that same thing for others.
someone actually did that?
I like the way you sent the message…
dear moey
I know I have no right to post for u this but u just can’t understand people, you are a good person but u need to work alittle bit on ur self , it’s not the fact that u blog doesn’t mean that u can’t have real friends , the fact is that you are just unable to get them because of your sarcastic character, u always intend to critisize people in public while in the meantime you are above all, that what made alot of your friends leave you & I’m one of them m but u simply still stap me in the back even though I didn’t do anything harmfull for you, but u simply won’t take no for an answer & U love critisizing people
I really cared about you once & I still do as a friend who helped me alot & I know that you are going to make fun of this message with saif & others but heh what the hell , I wanted to be a good person & let you know more about yourself things that nobody would tell u in your face
Miss you
Goodbye
Well, sorry you’re hurt or disappointed but you shouldn’t expect everybody to love you. That person who erased you from his/her life was free to do so, obviously their attitude indicates immaturity but it’s still their right to do so. You should respect their choice, and may I add care less about it?.
Anyway, blogging is awesome. Cheer up and keep blogging : )
*brings moey favorite blankey, puppy eyes, hugs*
Take it easy my friend. Rest assured, many people (my self included) love you the way you are. And would never judge you
No body’s worth it. People who think that removing a friend off their blogroll is their way of punishment make me really laugh at how juvenile their way of thinking is. It’s like this, one day you have someone on your blogroll because you like their ideas. Then something happens, and now you just hate everything about them?! LOL!
i did not read the posts u wrote before, but i know what u said in this post is right, i started to blog recently, it is great how u set ur thoughts free, it is like talking to a dedicated friend, and in our days, i guess it is hard to find a friend that has time to listen..not bcuz he/she is not good..but bcuz there is no time…and if we have time, we will speak about good, happy things, and we know that a human is a compination of happy and sad feelings, and if u don’t talk about it, it will comolate..and this isn’t healthy at all…opps..it seems that i talked too much…sorry…:P
seems very charming, you hit the target plumply.
moey…:(,come on im ur friend too
i dont know what 2 say, but u like 2 share thoughts 2 the world, does not mean u dont have a life or a friend,bel3akes u make tons of them,and then u find the good and the bad,ur a good person thats what i need 2 consider u as one of my closest friends
6oz feyon kilon Emo’s
hey dude,of course nobody can judge you..
but one thing…not all of it but some times i felt just like you but its nopt the need, its being human make people cry..laugh..dance but try to refuse that or control it (too much) just takes you out of being human
and thats not right..and then comes some ass holes who dont know how to get a life.. moving from crying babes to “men” 3ala 3′afleh..thats just whats make it easier to delete no.z
except releasing the anger after that… makes it alot healther, and mayne relesing some punshing and kicking
(at least for me)
sanfoor 3′adban
but for the good site of…belive me a blog without bloggerz will be the same as an empty room!!
I know what your saying, sometimes language can be a barrier and what you write is lost but whoever whatever dont let anyone get you down.
Don’t worry Moey.. people write the same crap on my blog.. they don’t understand me and they claim I just whine and complain about stupid things.. Well it is stupid for them, but to me it means something. So keep blogging.. don’t worry about what stupid comment. They are just jealous cause they can’t write a paragraph if their life depended on it to express ONE THOUGHT!
They can’t even make a blog and know two shits about maintaining one and knowing the true meaning of the word blog and why people with personal blogs do it.
If I were you I would just tell them to F-OFF and get a life.
I did not read all comments. but, this reminds me of a Sienfield episode were jerry’s date would assign him a number on the speed dial. only to later remove him.
Moey, you are special young man. God has gifted you with good things. Suffering in relationships is a part of life, as we humans can be cruel, and people in their 20s, not yet knowing who they are, are particularly so.
Time to relish God’s love for you, and trust Him to help you keep your heart open. Guarded, open with wisdom, but not closed and not making inner vows that will constrict your growth later.
The proverbs of King Solomon have excellent advice on relationships. Maybe it is time to read them! As always, ya ibni, I will be praying for you.
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All you losers, that wrote dumb shit to Moey on here can go get fucked!
Cos shes right about it all =]
lOve nENARh
^^ your an asshole .
rebelious my arse.
the only thing your rebelious at is being a dumb cow and acting hardcore with the keybOard bitCh `=D
pEACE OUT.xx
oh is Moey a guy?
well still wOOt to Moey fucking smart kient =]
nenAaAAaa
Excuse me Moey?
What’s going on.. I did not write this entry.. Can you please check the IP and email it to me.
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